Er. I just felt like trying to blog using Microsoft Word. Cause when I clicked New, they let me choose between "New Document" or "New Blogpost".
So I OBVIOUSLY chose new blogpost right. Since it's not like I've blogged anytime recently also. Not that I had any intention to do so also actually.
In fact, I was thinking of closing my blog down. Yeah.. Since it's like a waste of cyber space or something like that.

Recently, I got this new Squibys! I know like usually I'll probably do something like "What the.. waste of time sia." But after seeing how UNBELIEVABLY cute they are, I succumbed to the temptation of adopting one (Read: three) cyber pet! Or egg in this case, since they haven't actually grown yet. Heh heh.
Really! They're super super super suuuuupppppeerrrrrrrr cute.

Tadarh! Cute right?! Can't wait for them to grow up. So, please do me a favour and click on them. Every time you do, they'll grow. But you can only do it once a day, otherwise I'd have refreshed the page a gazillion times on my own.

Ah well. Can't wait for tomorrow to come. It's a SATURDAY! Woot. (: Happiness. (:

Okay. End of blog post.

There's like a lot of stuff that I'd like to update everyone on. But after the event or whatever has passed, the mood dies and then blogging feels like some lameass report only.

Okay. Well, it's not like anyone still reads/checks my blog for updates anyway.

Okay. Real end of blog post. (:

It is exactly 9 days till I'll be blogging from a completely different IP address with hopefully much faster connection speed - not that my current one is terribly sucky or anything.

I do hope that I will be missed. Just like how I miss Adeline and Cow already. =( Just met up with Mercy, Hui Yin, Wit Lyn, Adeline and Sara(for a few minutes) a few days back. So I've been in a pretty pissy mood the pass few days because of this and that. I know that I am being a baby about just going across the causeway and that if anyone wanted to see me, it'd only take a 40~45 minutes MRT and bus ride. I myself have grown bored hearing me complain, moan and groan about the same thing day after day after day. Yes, if you meet me, do feel free to smack me and tell me to focus on the present and not be so pessimistic. Thank you very much.

I don't know when was the last time I've written something like this, but this slightly emo, slightly melancholy feeling is provoking me to. Hence, in alphabetical order, here's my shout outs(Is that what this is called?) to a few people that have made the past year extra special.

Ah Ma Lee. PA AUNTIE. OMGILOVEYOUSOFREAKINGMUCHFORBEINGYOU. I think it's because of you that I keep on believing that there is good in other people. I really admire how you are always so optimistic about things, even though you hyperventilate when you laugh, which is okay since we all have very unique methods of laughing. I remember how I used to really not like drinking water until you kept rubbing your believes onto me. Har har. "Drink more water! It's good for you!" etc etc etc. I'll really miss having someone like you to care for me. Actually, I think it's a bit of your fault that I am SO awfully childish and pampered. Well, I'm just pushing the blame to you la. But heck! You need to take responsibility!!!! I will be surprised if you do not eventually end up doing something that's near the PA system because it's like you get your LIFE from it. Ah. I will never ever ever forget your hysterical laughter, your warm pats on my back, your hugs and your shoulder that's always there for me when I start all my waterworks. Love you too much. =)

Fann. Gosh midget. What can I say. In our group of weird insane wackos, you happen to be the most level headed and least expressive one - which balances us out since most of us are so hyped out most of the time. You've always been very pro-government unlike the majority of us. If not pro-government, at least you feel something for this country. Although you are a pain most of the time, and although I hate your awesome command of the English language, it was an honour to have been given the opportunity to work with you in so many different and diverse areas. Sure doing some part of your work since you're so busy and everything pissed me off once in a while, but having you as somewhat of a role model made me feel like with enough will power and the right attitude one can do anything. I'd like to think that some of your determination has rubbed off on me. It was always fun arguing with you - annoying when you were right, euphoria when I was right. Thanks for the memories we've shared in debate, PoZ, Interact, spelling bee, that Sunway law thing(OH Law Olympiad yes yes) and god knows what other nonsense we've been dragged into. I love (and will miss) spanking your ass, making fun of your size, laughing at your disgusting bag which you don't pack and your huggable-ness. I, however, will not miss your yellow pee mucus. Thank you very much. Have fun with your cute kids, take many photos of them and send them to me. =)

Julia. The one who always got caught during Chem class for doing something wrong even though we were both doing the same thing and were sitting next to each other. Hahaha. It's quite sad la. Okay. Julia. She's one of the most knowledgeable people I know. Her laughter is so unique. I enjoy and miss every single moment talking to her about animes and mangas. WE LOVE VAMPIRE KNIGHHTT!! Although I still think Kaname is a lot nicer than Zero. x) She was one of the first people who got me caught on Japanese animation and I've never regretted since. (or at least when I didn't have examinations) I miss the way she talks and brings in all the mathematical and scientific jargon. OH and I love how technologically savvy she is!! HER PRESENTATIONS ARE THE BESTTTTT!!! (: Really really! I hate that she has a Mac and I don't though. But other than that, I'm really thankful for having known you JuJu. Ahahaha. Have fun in SP!

Melanie. We've sat next to each other or were at least sitting close by from the start of Form 2 right up till the end Form 4. So, not having you constantly within reach during school hours made me feel like a tortoise with its shell removed. Yes, that's why you always see me outside your class waving to you like an idiot throughout the year. I know, it's pathetic, but Change and I have a long track record of a bad relationship. Despite my over dependency on your friendship, you constantly encouraged, supported and made time for me and I am more than grateful for that. I always knew that I could depend on you for advice. I always knew that I could tell you anything. And I'll always know that that will never change. You've helped me find the silver linings on my dark clouds and see the rainbows after every thunderstorm(almost literally). You have affected me so greatly that sometimes I catch myself unconsciously thinking "What would Mel say if I did this and this?". It's almost funny how our characters compliment each other so well. Honestly, if you were slightly less OKU-fied I would marry you. (Note how gender is not a criteria here.)

Mercy. You happen to be the only person that can make me feel like the smartest person on Earth and the biggest idiot ever born all in one sentence. You've taught me one of the most important lessons in life: The importance of laughing at myself. It's not like you gave me much choice on whether I wanted to learn it or not. Thank you for teaching me how to be less of a computer noob. Thank you for taking me out of my kampung and bringing this hillbilly out to play. Thank you for sharing and abusing the Computer Room with me as our own hangout spot in school. Thank you for skipping classes with me - it's always nice to have company when you know you may end up in deep shit. Thank you for reminding me to not condone and submit to the norms of society through example. Thank you for being the Pirate Queen and making your services available to me. I don't know why you wouldn't consider it as a career option. Heh. Truly, you are the one and only caramel. (You are still holding my pen drive, by the way.)

Sara. The twin I never had. We've had so much fun on Fridays. She's always been there for me whenever I needed someone to confide in and always knows how to cheer me up. Just seeing her makes my day most of the time. I think I learnt a lot of things from her. From being a better friend towards other people to learning how to be generally a nicer person. It's little wonder why Sara is loved by so so many people. I wish I was as musically inclined as her, or as outgoing, spontaneous and likable. But sadly, I'm no where to be compared to her. Yeah. But it's alright 'cause to be able to be her friend is already an honour to me. After all, I'm betting on her getting famous in future. (:

Sarah. MUMMY! Honestly, I don't remember how we went from being twins to being mother&daughter. In fact, I believe that you probably remember terribly clearly how mean I was to you when we first met. I think Sarah probably has the biggest heart among all the friends I know. We've disagreed, argued and had cold wars. But we always grow closer and closer at the end of the day. I will seriously hunt down and stab any guy that tries to play with her heart. Sarah's also my Maple buddy! One of the main reasons why I can never stop mapling. Hahah. Oh, and also because of her I now have Mummies in JC too! She doted on me so much to the extend that I feel awkward without "a mother figure" in that sense in school. Hahahaha. SEE SARAH! It's your fault that I'm so dependant on other people. XD XD XD

Si Wei. HAHAHAHAHHA. Midget. XD There has been many many times where I've felt like smacking Si Wei for being so blur. 'Cause of her I'm also super blur nowadays!!! Okay, it's not really her fault. It's just that blaming her is very convenient. Wahahahaha. Alright. About Si Wei. Hmm. What can I say? We've shared many memories together, done a lot of stupid things together, gone high and irritated Mr Shammugam together, etc etc. She makes me feel that being slightly perfectionist is not that bad after all. Yeah. I'm sorry that I constantly bully you. It's just that you're the right size and everything. (x

Yap. BUNS! This woman has got to be the craziest person I know after Mercy. Those two are like the insane duo. She has this ferocious appetite and acts like she's hungry all the time. Love that about her. She's super cute when she wants to steal your food but is trying to act all shy about it. Quote her, "Paiseh laaa~". Hahaha. Really really cute. She has this insane laughter that cannot be duplicated by anyone else. Sitting next to her during the past year was a blast!!! A great great help with all the secretarial stuff. Hate how she manages to cope with all the activities and still have so much time to study. I know it's not an impossible task to accomplish but hate how she has the discipline to do so. She was the one who started and introduced Moral time picnic at the back of the class. She is really insane and mad at heart. A really lovable person! HATE HOW SHE'S SO SMART. But I love her still.

Yi Th'ng. Eating. Lol. Stupid lame joke. Everytime I say something to do with eating I think of Yi Th'ng, so you can guess how many times a day she pops up in my head. The most artistic person I know. Love her designs. I feel so proud to talk about the designs made by Yi Th'ng as if they were my own. She's also one heck of a crazy person. I don't know any friend who are not really insane. Now even when she's in Kangaroo land she still makes the effort to keep in contact with me which I think is such a dear of her. Like how many friends do that okay?!! She's really a wonderful friend, dependable and trustworthy. She always sticks up for her friends and stands by them no matter what. I really admire that spirit of hers. One of the best leaders that I know of. And if not for her, I wouldn't bother about St. John at all. Really miss having her around and coming up with all her super lame ideas(not all are lame, fyi). I'm sure the people there will come to realise what a great friend you are in time to come. Don't be too hard on yourself! (:

P/S: Mel is going for an interview on Monday! ALL THE BEST MELLY!!! =)

PP/S: She did it! HAHAHAHAHA. MEL IS COMING WITH MEEEEEE~~~~~~

PPP/S: (27th of January) Thank you Mercy for going out with me. Hahaha. It was my first time (jakun) shopping with a friend. FUN!! Let's share a dressing room together again soon...~ Muacckkkss. Big slobbery kiss for you, you germ city. THANK YOU FOR ALL THE PIRATED GOODIES YOU STUFFED IN MY PEN DRIVE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

PPPP/S: (1st of February) I have something long to say to everyone listed up there. BUT I HAVE NO TIME! I wanted everyone to sort of read it before it's like too late. I'll be updating it regularly. So check back for my thank you's to those people there. COME IN AND FIND ME IN SINGAPORE IF YOU HAVE TIME. Please and thank you. (:

PPPPP/S: (5th of May) HAHAHA. I know this took outrageously long. But I'm finally done! Woot!!!! (: (: (: Sorry for the wait!

I've been having this stupid feeling lately.

A weird, odd, completely nonsensical thought.

I've been thinking that I would like to have an older brother.

Yes. I know. I am aware of the fact that I have an older brother already.

But I miss being pampered and looked after like a little kid.

I feel like crawling up to someone and sleeping on their lap like a kitten - probably complete with the meowing and purring and whatnot.

I am so freaking weird.

If the thought "Why don't you do that with your big brother?" crossed your mind for even a split second, you seriously have no idea who my brother is. If I did that I'd probably be smacked so hard I'd forget my name.

I don't need/want a real brother with his tough love and all.

I want someone more like a maple brother. XD

I don't mean a god brother or anything. Cause I mean we all know the whole god siblings thing is a facade to cover up the truth that they actually want to date each other but can't due to certain reasons and circumstances. (Only applies to god sibling relationships where both parties are of the opposite gender and the boy is older than the girl or they are both of the same age. And if they are both completely immature.) Which I personally think is total bull poop. But I have/had (not sure) a younger god brother, so I am in no position to say anything.

Undigressing.

Yes. A big brother that's not really a big brother is what I one. Someone I can act all spoilt with and not bother if I'm embarrassing myself cause I mean, hey! It's not like I'm ever going to meet him face to face. Someone who will entertain my irritating notions when everyone else is too busy leveling up.

Maybe my hug deficiency is giving me all these weird thoughts.

But right now, I really would like a big brother. =(

P/S: I realised that the fonts on my blog only look nice when you actually HAVE THE FONT in your computer. So you would all be doing me a huge tremendous favour if you took a minute of your day to go HERE and clicked download to save the font in your computer. See I'm sharing with you something nice that I found. Although I think it's illegal to download that font in the first place. But oh well. XD

Happy New Year everybody!

It hardly feels like a whole new year has begun, apart from the tiny fear of imminent changes in my surroundings. Yet as much as my feelings aim to deceive me, reality is that unlike the past 12 years before this, I will not be donning a school uniform and have butterflies in my stomach at 6am in the morning come this Monday. I almost feel like a school dropout. Ha!

Twelve whole years.

That's one heck of a long time.

I digress. I hope you don't mind me leaving the Christmas skin on for a little longer. I put it on a lot later than everyone else, so I feel that it's a shame to have it replaced so soon. So yeah. When you come here, make believe that Christmas has not passed. After all, people like saying that it's Christmas all year round. And that's not a bad saying.

Okay. I undigress. (Yes, there is such a word. I completely did not make it up at all.)

Looking back now, there are certain things that I regret. Like not knowing someone sooner, being scared to do something that caused me to lose important things, not expressing myself better, not doing more homework, not studying harder, jumping to conclusions, not taking enough rubbish photos, not giving away more free hugs... I miss Convent already. I missed it since the start of last year.

But there's no restart button is there?

Hm. Ah Ma Lee is starting college this Monday nearby. I would like to laugh at her but that would be mean now wouldn't it. (I already did actually and she threatened to stop speaking to me.) Melly my wurveylovey is at NS but will be back this Sunday for a day or two. Fann was sacked before she was even employed. Lol. Good luck in finding a job. You could work at Permas's McDonalds. I'd see you every other day. But that would be a waste of your talents. Mercy is starting work on Monday. Another sadcase. Sorry I didn't reply your message. No, I don't have any of your DVDs pirate queen. Ran out of credit prematurely and I don't feel like topping up since I'll be changing my number soon anyway. And I hate Digi so less business for them money grubbers. Sara has yet to decide. But I'm pretty sure she'll do fab in whichever direction she ends up going. Wit Lyn is... God knows what Wit Lyn is doing. Probably buying over another chain or LV shops or something. Sarah is waiting for her SPM results and playing Maple with me while waiting. Nicholas is going to join Hui Yin in college on Monday. I don't know about anyone else. Been pretty much cut off from the rest of the world.

Okay. I know that most people make resolutions only for show and have no intention whatsoever of keeping it past the month of January since they think it's impossible anyway. But I've found out that the trick to keeping your resolutions is to simply set realistic ones. For example, my 2008 one to get more pens. Wakaka. Stupid to you maybe. But I really like pens. Hehe. I didn't post my resolution list last year so here's the list complete with the final outcome. :3


RESOLUTION '08

[√] 1. Work on Biology, Moral and History - my weakest subjects.
[ ] 2. Don't get heart broken.
[√] 3. Improve on spelling and broaden vocabulary.
[√] 4. Get more pens.
[√] 5. Finish at least half of this year's homework.
[√] 6. Don't participate in events/activities/clubs/competitions I'm not interested in.
[ ] 7. Remember and give names to all the soft toys I own.
[ ] 8. Don't be too mean a senior.
[ ] 9. Set a good example.
[ ] 10. Sleep at proper times.
[ ] 11. Don't skip more than 20 days of school.
[ ] 12. Wake up and go to school before 7.10am even though I think it's stupid.
[√] 13. Watch less anime.
[√] 14. Grow up.
[√] 15. Grow taller. Might be the last year to do so.
[ ] 16. Be organised with belongings and responsibilities.
[√] 17. Get an autograph book for friends to sign in before SPM starts.
[ ] 18. Don't skip tuition classes just because I'm lazy. =.='''
[√] 19. Put on weight and stop telling everyone I weigh 55kg because I have a weighing machine now and can stop guessing.
[ ] 20. Make sure friends don't forget me.
[√] 21. Take more photos? (KIV)
[ ] 22. Eat vitamins regularly.

Well I completed 11 out of 22. Which is exactly half of my resolutions made.Not bad even if I say so myself. No.7 was simply impossible since I have too many soft toys and I am pretty bad at names. So I ended up just calling them whatever I felt like doing at that moment. No.8&9 were really hard to do. I think I was still a mean senior. But I think I did set a little bit of a good example for my kid brother. A bit. I'd like to think so at least. HAHAHAHAHAHA at No.10. Even now I sleep at 7am and wake up 3/4 pm. which is crap timing. I skipped twice the number of days I had initially planned not to skip so No.11 is confirm plus chop guarantee failed. I did watch less anime with No.13 since I switched to reading mangas instead. I grew up a bit and grew 1 cm taller! Wahahahahaha. Oh and I so put on more weight this year. ^^ Which is a good thing of course.

So with that ends my report on my 2008 Resolution and here's my 2009 one:

RESOLUTION for YEAR 2009

1. Get used to staying with non-family members.
2. Learn to commute efficiently and safely.
3. Not lose myself to my new environment.
4. Finish 60% of my homework. (Target increased due to good results previously)
5. Get more pens. And stickers. (WAHAHAHAHA. Happiness!)
6. Save at least S$ 100 every month. (I should save more but I'll change my target according to my circumstances next month.)
7. Change my 3rd Job Priest to a 4th Job Bishop.
8. Learn to eat more veggies. T_T
9. Fall sick less than 9 times.
10. Grow taller. (This will forever be on my list until it's finally impossible to do so.)
11. Be more technologically savvy.
12. Improve English.
13. Learn a sport.
14. Keep my stuff organised and neat. (My room does not fall under this category.)
15. Sleep at more regular times.
16. Abstain from alcoholic substances. (Other than Coke.)
17. Make true friends while not losing my current ones in the process.
18. Be a more forgiving, lovable and nicer person. In other words, improve my EQ and people skills.
19. Get my driving license.
20. Procrastinate less.

That's the 20 resolutions that I have thought up for myself this year. =] Most of it can be done, yeah?! Yes, it can be done. Hehe.

I have finally decided on my journal for next year! Wee. I just took one from my dad again. XD Oh and by the way. SARA WE WERE SUPPOSED TO BAKE TOGETHERRRRR~~ NOW I SHALL FOREVER BE DOOMED TO A LIFE OUT OF THE KITCHEN!!!! BOOHOOOHOOOOOOO.. T_T

Lol. Now that that's out of my system. The sun is now up. It is 8.02 in the morning. I have to sleep. I hope that everyone else has a great year this year again too. :3

Above everything else, to give while not expecting anything in return, is truly the most noble of merits.

When I say 'The Spirit of Giving', I am not referring to the exchanging hands of material stuff. But rather, the gift of Time and Love.

To lend aide to a stranger you've never met before; to coach a weaker student; to donate to charity; to provide your expertise without asking for any payment in return... We've all done things like this before, haven't we? Whether we realise it or not. Because it's something as natural as breathing. In fact, trying to be mean to people requires a considerable extra amount of effort. Or at least, that's how I've always felt.

It's painful to watch an old man trying to cross the busy road and not reach out to help him. It bothers me when the person behind me queuing up to use the ladies seems to be in a hurry when I'm not, and I'm not letting her use it first. There's that tingling sensation that irritates my tear glands and tugs at my heartstrings when I see other people cry out of true pain. It irritates me when someone who obviously needs help is just being stared at like some animal in a zoo by everyone else. And there's always a painful throbbing in my chest when I see little children suffering.

Simple, natural feelings that we all get. The only difference is whether we leave these feelings as merely passing thoughts or whether we act on it.

And I, for one, usually choose to do as these feelings tell me to.

Before any thoughts that relate words like 'nice', 'kind' or 'thoughtful' to me cross your mind, allow me to shed a little light on the situation and stop deceiving you for once from behind my computer screen. This is a confession I have to make before it eats away at me from inside out:

Not once, in my entire life, for as long as I can remember, have I ever, ever done something for someone else without expecting anything in return. Not. Once. Honestly cross my heart and hope to die. And it's not an exaggeration or whatever. Hah! And if you ever sincerely thought I truly never wanted anything in return when I helped you, that goes to show how good I am at pretending.

For example, like the aforementioned old man about to cross the street, I would most probably help him but only because I wish to portray myself as a nice respectable young lady that may be deemed respectable by today's society. And you never know if he might have a good looking, intelligent and wealthy son just about my age. x]

If I help you study, you need not be overly thankful for anything - I am not saying that you should not be grateful obviously - since I am helping myself by helping you. You see, how well I learn something is heavily dependent on my level of interest in a particular subject. Things that I read only because I have no other freaking choice, tends to go into my head and make a quick exit less than 24 hours later. This is why I usually study the night before my exams. However, when things are taught in class by a teacher - and if I am paying proper attention - the things I learn from these kind of classes stay registered long enough for me to reproduce it on a test paper when required. That's why flipping through my notebooks for certain subjects are sufficient for me. And it's the same when I teach others. Helping you helps me to study and spot my own weaknesses I'd otherwise miss when I study alone.

Besides that, there's this joy I get from having been able to help someone else. So I help others to make myself happy. I am nice at times because that is what's convenient for me and I like people to like me. Also, I think that if you are nice to other people, then nice things will happen to you. Pretty freaking selfish of me, don't you think?

Therefore, basically, everything I do is for myself. Me and myself alone. I do not remember having ventured into anything that would not ultimately benefit me in the end.

However, allow me to redeem myself a bit by saying that even though I expect something in return for helping someone, that 'something' that I get in return is usually something that is given just as naturally as breathing as well. :)

Here's wishing you a very merry Christmas! =)

Heh. He's so cute right?!
Urgghh. Adorable-ness..

Lol. SO anyway, I finished uploading my skin in time. Happiness! Hahaha. It's still pretty rough the layout and everything. And I actually intend to change the "Profile, Articulate, Friends, Others"-thing. But it's really late right now, and I have to wake up for church soon. (The freaking flies are also feasting on my blood which is pissing me off.)

As I said in my previous entry, the santa hat for my Dino is mouse drawn by me; following a tutorial I found at DeviantArt.

I had quite a bit of difficulty understanding the tutorial at first so it took me really long to do it. I know the colour is kind of off, but it is my first time ever ever doing something according to a tutorial. Forgive me... I also know it doesn't really go with everything else and all - Mel and Si Wei already pointed it out - but after all the effort I put in, I swear I would have cried if I didn't decide to leave it on anyway. So pray do be kind and overlook that monstrosity. Thank you, thank you.

The skin doesn't look really great or anything. I am aware of that. But. I feel happy seeing a change to the skin - however small it may be. And I wish to never use blogger's default skins!!! RAWR.

I shall have a longer entry sometime this time tomorrow. =]

Merry Christmas again!

I have been working on my skin for a few days now; and although I haven't been making much progress I do hope to be able to change it before Christmas. Editing a skin should be a pretty easy thing to do, but I am still a novice at Digital Art and I have been experimenting around with my newly downloaded illegal pirated version of Photoshop CS4. Lol. No, I am not ashamed to mention that here. I hope I do not get arrested or whatever - since I can't claim ignorance now.

Anyway, even after I'm done with the design for my blogskin, there's still the coding to be done which takes me quite some time to get it to a point where I feel satisfied with the results. So please be patient with me. I feel like a turtle sometimes, but at least this turtle is still moving forward. Oh and my computer keeps shutting down on me when I overload it with too many programs at once. I almost died trying to mouse-draw a Santa Hat. I should really add a tablet to my Christmas wish list.


Quite a few people have been asking me to update my blog lately. I really did feel obliged to do so immediately after I read your comments. But if I did, my entry would have gone something like this:


"Hello. A few people have been asking me to update my blog. So tadarh! Here I am! Yay.

I haven't been up to much lately. Been staying at home. Playing maple~~



Right.

...

Okay. And that's all I have to say. Toodles."




Yes. Seriously. And sad to say, I know that you know I would have done that.
So to do everyone a favour, I dragged my update so that I could find somethings to do before I actually updated. Yay for my brilliance. (Har har har.)



[[I've been very much on the edge lately, so pardon any angsty remarks I might make henceforth. Thank you.]]





To pass my time, as mentioned earlier, I have been Mapling.
THAT IS HOW LONELY AND BORED I AM.
On Maple, there's usually Sarah and Sharlene and a few other friends I've made on Maple to keep me company and etc. Sarah(My mummy) has been a real dear lately(more like since forever) and has been listening to my bratty whining and complains etc. AND I REALLY LOVE HER TO BITS FOR DOING SO.
I feel so deprived of affection.
Boohoo.
I don't mean affection as in "Oh, Serah, Oh, how I love you! You are a gift from God especially for me. And how I treasure you so. You are the most important person in my life. And you make me a better person. You are like a bright light that lights my road at night. The ikan bilis in my nasi lemak. The kuah in my curry. The shit in my Jamban. Oh~~ *mwaks muacks mwaks mwuaks muacks*"
No. Definitely not that, thankyouverymuch.
The affection I am referring to is the one where Mel whacks me really hard on the shoulder and goes "OH OH OH! SERAH!..." Or when Sara goes, "You rock, I stone!" Or when Mercy, Fann and I gang up and make fun of Mel's to-be-sliced-off-with-a-light-saber thighs. Ah. The sadistic humour, I call affection.
I AM DEPRIVED.
Where are my 5cent Hugs!?

By the way, I know where I'm going to next year already. I got the letter rather recently. Do feel free to message me if you would like to know more/don't mind listening to me rant because you totally adore me/are interested because you care about which corner of the Earth I'll be headed for. I haven't been able to discuss this with anyone at all since I've found out and it's really pushing me over the edge. My number is still the same. Do. Call. Or. Message.

Everyone is walking down different paths next year. And I would really like to know where each and everyone is going so that I can keep a track of you all. It would make reunions a lot easier. Please leave a comment telling me your plans... I want to knowww!~
As far as I know, there are 5 other people with intentions to further their studies in the little red dot over the Selat Tebrau.
I wonder if there are any others. Comment comment comment.

I would also like to go out sometime soon.
And, yes, I KNOW. I'm the one who is always bailing out at the last moment. Which is total poop. T_T I feel even more upset that I can't go out you know. :(


Time is passing by so fast isn't it? Only 10 more days left in 2008.
Argh! I only realised how fast the year is ending after typing that out.
10 more days!!! It feels like the 24 show thing and then there's the timer beeping with the eerie sound playing in the background. (Tadang. Beep beep beep beep....)


So like always. Allow me to end my entry with my 2008 Christmas Wishlist. :3

1. Wallet*/purse. *Wallets aren't only for guys right?
2. Alarm clock.
3. Contact lenses.
4. More pens.
5. More pretty Photoshop brushes and textures.
6. Nice new blog skin.
7. Sport shoes.
8. Journal 2009.
9. Full-length mirror.
10. 5/6 meter tall bear.
11. New curtains.
12. Handphone.
13. Camera.
14. Laptop. (Har har.)
15. Driving License.

Ah right! Speaking of driving licenses, I've been learning driving recently! Wee. Well, not as much of learning of driving as listening to repeated theory lessons. I can't wait to be able to get into a car and sit on the right side, instead of the left passenger seat. Pretty freaked out by the idea as well, of course. Driving on a road still seems impossible for me to comprehend at this present moment. I hope this preconceived ending would prove false.. I won't be able to finish my whole driving thing right up to the point where I get my 'P'-license, but I still added it to the list because it IS a WISH list, right? So yeah. No harm wishing.

I can't think of anything else that I might want right now.
I am shocked that most of the things on my list are actually more of essential needs than selfish wants. Yay. Is that what people call growing up? Woot. It looks like I might ace this 'Life' course after all.

The night's no longer young. And my eyes can no longer stay open with the aid of toothpicks.

So I think that that's my cue to leave.

Thank you for reading and do leave comments as requested.

G.Night.